A recent health scare forced me to confront a reality I usually try to avoid: my days are numbered. While waiting for answers, Psalm 90:12 took on new meaning as I wrestled with fear, grief, and the fragility of life. But what happens when the crisis passes? In this personal reflection, I share why we shouldn't wait for a diagnosis or tragedy to remind us what matters most—and how learning to number our days can lead us to a heart of wisdom.

Why does rejection still sting, even when we’re surrounded by love? We were made for acceptance—fully known and fully loved by God—but sin distorts that desire, sending us chasing it in people. The truth? No human approval will ever satisfy what only Christ can. In Him, you are already accepted, already loved, already His.

Worship isn’t about how it makes you feel—it’s about giving God what He deserves. In a culture obsessed with experience, we’ve turned worship into something we consume instead of something we offer. This is a biblical wake-up call to shift our focus back where it belongs: on Him.