![]() I am tired today. I am tired of division. Tired of injustice. Tired of malice and bitterness. Tired of fear. I am tired of grief, all around me and spilling up out of me when I least expect it. I am tired of uncertainty. I am tired of corruption. I am tired of deception. I am tired of feeling like I don't even know the next right thing to do sometimes. Does anyone know what the 'right' or 'best' thing truly is, anyway? I am just tired and overwhelmed and in desperate need of rest. True rest. I'm lamenting all of these things while scrubbing mud off of a white tile floor and suddenly think again of the Israelites. Delivered from bondage and slavery in the most astounding and miraculous and unimaginable of ways and then ushered right into the wilderness. Truly living from glory to glory. Daily manna that is gracious and supernatural in and of itself, yet the miracle of it lost day after day, week after week. A people chosen by God Almighty, spared and under His great and all-encompassing provision. A people keenly aware of the character of their God, of His mercy and faithfulness and of the sheer terror of His might and power. A people at the same time weary of hardship. My mind wanders to several weeks ago, during a different kind of lamenting and pining for my own perception and idea of rest, when the Lord set His Word right in front of me: Hebrews 4, titled 'The Promised Rest'. The promise to enter his rest remains, says the Word of the Lord. But we are exhorted to be diligent to enter into God's rest. John Piper writes, "Be diligent! Pay close attention to what you’ve heard (Hebrews 2:1); don’t neglect your great salvation (Hebrews 2:3); consider Jesus (Hebrews 3:1); do not harden your hearts (Hebrews 3:8); take care against an unbelieving heart (Hebrews 3:12); exhort one another every day against the deceitfulness of sin (Hebrews 3:14); and fear the unbelief that will keep you from your promised rest (Hebrews 4:1)." We are to be diligent, especially when we come up against hardship, to not fall into the same pattern of disobedience, to not harden our hearts "as in the rebellion, on the day of testing in the wilderness." (Heb 3:8) We are warned against unbelief. And sister, this has been real heavy on my heart in recent months. When we are feeling hit from all sides, surrounded and stuck, with not a clue as to how to come through; when what lies before us seems formidable and overpowering and oppressive; and sometimes when we are simply weary, unbelief creeps in. We are sometimes like the Israelites, standing at the edge of the Promised Land, trembling at the massive Nephilim and feeling like grasshoppers. (Numbers 13) And we cry out, "How?" And I say to you, sweet sister, this is okay. This is even good. As long as we remember. Remember that we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses. I exhort you to boldly approach the throne of grace, to throw yourselves at the feet of our great high priest who has been tempted in every way as we are, yet without sin, so that you may receive mercy and find grace to help you in your time of need. (Hebrews 4:14-16) Bring him all of your doubts and fears and yes, even your unbelief. Weep and mourn and repent. Lay out the circumstances that have your heart troubled before Him and ask Him, "How?" "How, Lord?" We must keep our hearts soft in this way. In order for His truth to penetrate our hearts, they must not be hardened. If we want to receive His help and rest in our time of need, then our hearts need to be permeable and open to receive. So we lay it all at the feet of Jesus and we say, "This belongs to you, King Jesus. I know You are good. I know You are able. I believe. Help my unbelief" "Here's my heart, Lord. Speak what is true." Over and over again, friend, pray. "Believe His promises and sing His praise." (Psalm 106) Remember. Remember the relentless love of God. Remember how: "He rescued them many times, but they continued to rebel deliberately and were beaten down by their iniquity." and how: "When he heard their cry, he took note of their distress, remembered his covenant with them, and relented according to the abundance of his faithful love." (Psalm 106:43-45) Take care that you do not exchange His glory for lesser things, that you are not seized with craving in the wilderness. Take care that you do not forget God your Savior, who has done great things and wondrous works. Take care that you do not retain grumbling in your heart. (Psalm 106:13-14, 20-22, 25) "Today if you hear his voice do not harden your hearts." Today, His rest awaits you, beloved. It is promised. Make every effort to enter in. WRITTEN BY: OLIVIA CALDWELL
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